LILLIAN NECAKOV
The following one of the four poems originally published on pages 13 - 23 of Issue 27.4.
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FOUR POEMS
by
Lillian Necakov
The Twelve Spirits of Chaos
1. Know that every day is an opportunity for transformation
lick her flesh with the end of a live wire until her metal nerves
cause the changing of the seasons
wipe your mouth clean
then refresh her memory of how it used to be
2. Hear the voice from above
listen to Joe Strummer and Joey Ramone one more time
before they turn on the war
3. Understand that we are all mirrors
his intention is desire but the accident will occur in the corridor
as he unbuttons your shirt he is confronted with the tragedy
of a very foreign landscape
the scalpel is not so cold against your nipples
4. Trust the creator
close your eyes tight, right at the top of the hill
pedal as fast as you can
whispering gratitude
whispering "holy magnet"
then listen
5. Ask for divine assistance
choking on the juices of a ripe moon you realize the darkness
your bones begin to come undone
the efforts of a single firefly against the monumental absence of light
cause you to fall to your knees begging for sickness
6. Realize that we are all being tested
after you have trampled your neighbours lilac bushes
lick the ink drops off the dining room table
coach your children to use scissors
for editing the world
7. Repent with joy
I think this means:
going down the highway smiling is a good thing
after you have run over a dog
8. Be never satisfied
clean the barn over and over
9. Walk like the blind
when you stick a needle in your arm make sure it is made of pure silver,
allow the mercury to ooze slowly into your veins
then step into the traffic (you will find this is akin to falling in love)
10. Use death as a motivation
if you look out your window and see a horizon of voodoo dolls
accept the dance
11. Experience the pain as our own
on enemies, use only the kinds of weapons
you would want used on yourself
12. Dont judge others
forgive the man who was caught kissing the volcano,
his disfigured lips are his final mistress.
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