SIBILA PETLEVSKI
The following is a short selection from the poems originally published on pages 40 - 47 of Issue 27.2.
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CHOREOGRAPHY OF SUFFERING
by
Sibila Petlevski
Translated by the Author
An Open Grave "We sewed the sacks, we broke the stones" Oscar Wilde Once you deprive me of my sex, you will have no further difficulty. You can sew it up into a sack and throw it into the river. If I insulted youhe saidI didnt meant to. Take the stone out of me. I promise not to cry blue murder. Ill let you eat the pulp, I pledge my word. The steel girder forming the span of my life crosses your life in a single arch. I can burn all bridges except that one. I have a tingle in my fingertips and I cant strike a match. A bit shrewder, final thrust into your integrity, and Ill be free like an old prisoner who, after he completed his sentence, walks the nave towards the altar. If you are out for scalps, then be bold with my silver hair. Id like to do the same, but Im not brave enough. Dont ask me to kill you ever again, he said. OK, you can make me a child, I said. Im waiting like an open grave. How the Land Lies Always having an ear to the ground, I can hear your train of thought, the sound of jaws clenching. I can see your father playing one snake off against another. Do you still believe? Or you simply act the way blackbirds and dogs act: warble after rain, retrieve game in hopeless bondage to your master covering deep doubts with pieces of plaster. Once I heard joy hitting your heart on the bound. How quickly glories depart, you said to me, how quickly triumphs fade. Once I cut my ear on a sharp-edged blade of grass. I wanted to see how the land lies, to learn, find out where my river takes its rise. Blue in Green "Its the white road westwards is the road I must tread To the green grass, the cool grass, and rest for heart and head" John Masefield Green, green grass. Blue talk. Stems of verbs. Crickets that sound like a burst of gunfire. Foxholes. Plain language breaking fire. Medicinal herbs. We are sailing into one another under bare poles. Greenwood. Trees stripped naked by "blue beans." A sower Sowing his plot of land with cannon shells. An aspen stand. Riots in the vegetable kingdom. Poplars leaning over In the wind, trembling with desire to join the string band. Greenhearts consumed with lightning. A bolt From the blue. Conceited coxcombs. Greenhorns Advancing at a swinging trot. Birds starting to molt. Snakes sloughing their skin on the greensward. Honeyed words divided on the top of The forked tongue. A Delphic sword. The true blue jokes will always stain. Ill take just one more drop Of honeydew from your bluebell. Then comes a glottal stop. ![]()
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